I'm 5' 10", I don’t work out & could stand to lose 15 lbs, but have it pretty good with my height & eating right, though I do need to get physical. My pictures are current. I’m a Former Muse, in the separation of mind & heart in my marriage, in which he totally acted inappropriately online. I still believe in love, chivalry, selflessness....To Err is Human, To forgive is.......for God & something my heart can’t do on certain things. Actually it’s more like a stroke & cut off from my control. I need to be an active muse for myself, however just always been easier to be THAT OF & FOR others. I’ve been in a hyperbolic sleep for quite some time, trying to wake up. I need to get Woke! I’m independent yet co dependent, fiercely protective yet don’t hold back with anything I feel or think. ALWAYS been very communicative. I give my all but will only give what I get at a certain point I see I’m not getting what I’m giving I feel lately like I’ve been in a cocoon & I’m not sure when I’m about to bust out! I Love music & LATELY it's Lady Gaga (Lady Goo Goo), Lana Del Rey to the Max! I like everything from BLONDIE to Enya to Maroon 5 to Natalie Merchant, Nina Hagen to Roseanne Cash & Hole, to Enigma, Gossip, Beth Ditto, Siouxsie Sioux (Mantaray Lp a MUST!), Chris Isaak, Rolling Stones, Duran Duran, Berlin (Terri Nunn), The Motels (Apocalypto song, a must), Stevie Nicks, Sisters of Mercy, Cyndi Lauper (Bring you to the Brink Lp a Fav), Eurythmics (I've Got a Life song my fav at the moment), Kate Bush (running up that Hill, a deal with God ALWAYS my fav) however the recent 2 1/2 hr CD release of Before The Dawn I listen to, sleep & or expand the consciousness. Music goes on & on & all over the place except rap I'm PICKY love Missy E EVERYTHING, & Nicky Minaj SOME,don’t like country music as a whole, though there’s exceptions like Dolly, Juice Newton, The Judds, THE Loretta, Ronnie Milsap, I’m just picky with limited country music. I’m essentially pop & rock & roll, well 80’s, Disco, easy listening ALL over the place. I don’t like any slanderous words actually & Hate isn’t in my vocabulary except maybe when it comes to Wars....an animal and ALL LIFE lover, I even trap flies to get them outdoors. The only bug I’ll kill is a mosquito because it’s just GROSS! Anything going to suck on me isn’t a bug, maybe a ????‍vampire, on a GOOD DAY! I think I’m Yin Yang really.....

Tv - I love the classics like I Lucy, The Lucy Show, Here's Lucy (get where I'm going with Lucy), & Shirley, Alice, Mom, Everybody Loves Raymond, Adventures of Old Christine, The Middle...Anything & Everything MM especially Let's Make Love, The Prince & The Showgirl, & The Misfits. I'm a joker, I'm all over the place in Likes & Loves, extremely manogamous to a faUlt.
That’s why I don’t know what I’m looking for other than to wake up again & Muse, I was so good at it. If I had been one, would have been (in this order) Erato, Thalia, Melpomene....