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I am interested in pre-op, post-op, non-op, and transvestites between 18 and 35

I am looking for Fun / dating and Making friends

About

Status
n/a
Children
Yes
Languages
English
Height
180 cm (5'10")
Weight
90 kg (198 lbs)
Body type
Average
Physical look
Average
Style
n/a
Would travel
n/a
Would relocate
n/a
Occupation
n/a
Education level
Secondary / High School
Ethnicity
Caucasian (white)
Religion
Atheist
Eating habits
n/a
Living
n/a
Drinking
Sometimes
Smoking
I smoke socially
Zodiac sign
Virgo
Chinese zodiac sign
Horse
Sexual role
Top
First-timer
Yes

Description

Hey im a relativity private person, i have a sharp wit, well traveled, exceedingly polite (sometimes a detriment) passionate about things i love. I adore meeting new people and learning about their life. I would consider myself straight and have always been pressed to view the world in a certain light i am woefully igrorant at times but i have never felt intolorent to others beliefs or opinions. I am deeply attracted to woman of nearly all shapes and forms as i see peoples personalities and lives as there beauty defined. My job is very demanding and physically taxing and i will tell you all about it if you decide to talk to me i adore music, reading, travel, board games socilizing and adventering. Im at home in a busy pub and discussing world events or simply quietly enjoying a night in. Im can be shy but a firm friend. I want to get to know you and be friends and see what comes from there. My drive to change:

I look around and all i see are empty people, empty people going through their empty routines in their mundane lives. Yes.. they are walking moving breathing.. but when you look deeper, they are all dead inside. The more time goes by the more we forget what it feels like to have passion excitement desires! And i myself am trapped silently going about my daily tasks while inside screaming to break out. tired of going to a job i hate making small talk one day im going to break. All we do is the exact same mind numbing thing every day, im scared im going to end up just like everyone else in this world.. and its slowly driving me insane. But how do i escape! How do i fill this void inside me.. whats the answer, traveling religion, fame?.. we just live for fleeting moments little bits of happyness to ease our pain. But as soon as those moments are finnished the dark thoughts creep up on us again. No one ever talks about it and we force ourselfs to suppress it, but we all know its there, but who said there is only one type of living anyway! Somtimes i feel like nobody else gets it.. sure you can dream but dont dream too high because you need be realistic. . i look around and no one seems to be happy, everyone is looking into phone screens to block themselfves from reality, because reality has become too depressing we watch ourself counting down the clock wasting time to distract ourselves of our empty lives. Most people would rather just settle and just survive, than take a chance to know what it really feels like to be alive. They tell me that this is the way to do things properly. And i cant help but question why? Surely i cant be wrong for wanting more in life, one day ill wake up and think.. i wasted my life away. And you know what the worst part us ill only have myself to blame. I cant let myself become that person.. i refuse! I need to make a change, life isnt a movie and i can just wait for things to magicly happen and fall into place, if i truly want to live, i need to make somthing of myself and the change has to start here.